Sometimes you miss somebody but you cant do anything just for the bad rule and you cant against the rule because if you against the rule The situation is worse than before and you dont have anybody to understand this situation because they dont have this situation in their life and they cant understand you.   I just have one request to parents : Please plac yourself insted of your children and their situation ........ This sentence is not Insults it just one request  plz understan our situation ......... I love you dad I dont wanna upset you I just wanna tell you my mood I cant tell you face to face and prefer to tell you in our web